Hey everyone happy CNY... ..but i am feeling down lately..

sighs.. i have been insercure and sad lately...

you see... i really L*VE my special someone but lately...but i feel upsat.. i just dont feel that she likes me as much or as close as i do for her.. sometimes i feel that she doesnt think of me as much as i think of her.. she seems to be getting more angry with me lately then she usually does she even told me that shes getting tired of me somethings.. i really feel sad inside sometimes when i hear such things.. we have been arguing more often lately over the small stuff.. the thing is .. i really feel for her ..but yea... its like she doesnt appreciate me anymore...i pray to god everyday ..asking him to give me the strength to hold on to her heart...


she dont seem to trust me as much lately....she doesnt seem to forgive me and she's really skeptic about me .. sighs.. i know i am not the best for her..but please if she is reading this .. i just want you to promise that you will stay... i know i've been selfish and foolish.. but look through that and i hope she will see someone better...

she's the strength i have .. she made a bigger impact in my life then any other .. today her words felt like a knife ..when she got angry with me just because i was trying to help her solve her problem...i am really trying my best..


i just wish to go back to days where we dont argue or fight . (My love .. i know we have something special .. please dont throw it away) ..i hope you will just be happy with being able to be together with me....sighs.. god bless all ..sorry if you had to read this emo post :/